Hello folks! This is just a quick update to provide reassurance after my last post, given that it entailed me spiraling emotionally in the wake of my future!

I am pleased to announce that the particular emotional hole that I was stuck in previously has been filled by hope and faith that regardless of what life throws at me, I can adapt and prosper.

Here’s how I accomplished this.

Even in the worst possible, emotionally debilitating sense of failure, by channeling the emotions into something productive, like writing about your feelings, allows you to utilize this energy that normally would be used to render your will inert in the pursuit of something worthwhile. Obviously worthiness depends on the eye of the beholder, and in my eyes, having a permanent piece of writing dedicated to describing my feelings and detailing them for my audience to observe is something that helps me maintain my emotional balance.

Some could even call the carefully captured emotions from such an event as art, but I will not pursuit any particular label for the works that I post on here. Rather they are checkpoints in my understanding of the world and an effort to chronicle my life so that I might enjoy reliving it at a later point.

I imagine future me reading my angst filled posts with dismay, realizing that he had detailed so much of his inner emotional struggles on here, open wide for the world to judge.

If I could take a glance into those intensely regretful eyes, grinning slightly as I take in the clashing feelings of nostalgia and embarrassment that line his face, I would only say one thing.

“You think way to highly of your presence, both online and in person. Just do what you want, the world will watch or ignore you regardless of whether you want it to or not.”